Serious

Why is no-one taking me seriously.
If i say no, you dont do what you were about to do.
If i say come here, you come.
Please dont laugh at my face.
It makes me cry.
Why is no-one taking me seriously.
I am a serious person,
I may not have been in the past, so please let that go.

Please take me serious!

~

It happened again

Everytime i think the past is fading

Im not good in typing

Or talking

Or feeling

Im not good at anything

help

In a few years they exxpect me to have a job and a family. But how will I be able to do that, when I'm all alone? All alone in this world. A lot on my mind noting in my mouth. Tears, screams, death building up. I will make it, but how long will it take? I cant do this on my own. HELP

Go, ask and walk.

''If you don't go after what you want,
you'll never have it.
If you don't aks,
the answer is always no.
If you don't step forward,
you're always in the same place.''

Nothing special

I really can't picture anyone having a crush on me,
I can't picture someone thinking about me before they fall asleep,
I can't picture anyone getting butterflies, because I said hi to him,
or even just smiled to them,
I can't picture someone smiling at the computer screen or their cellphones when we're talking.
I mean like...
Why would they even do that?
I'm just me. Nothing extraordinary of special.

Hurt thanks to you.

I dont like to cry,
Especially when you are the reason.
You should push me to my limits,
Not push my buttons.
You should keep my secrets,
And not use them against me.
You should tell my im worth something,
Not that youre done with me.
You should be a example,
Not my worst nightmare.

Battle

Im losing a battle within. 

A battle deep inside. 

With pain getting worse. 

Scars getting more. 

I won't last any longer. 

It's over for me. 

One day people look back and all they can see is sadness. 

But it will be to late then. 

At that time I've already lost the battle. 

The battle of live. 

The battle of love. 

You're beautiful.

Stop worrying about those other people. Youre amazing and beautiful, you dont even know. You probably dont believe me, but i promise you. Youll find someone who likes you for you. Your look is already perfectly fine. Go look in the mirror, thake pictures, go for a walk, show off your beautiful face. Take some time to realize how amazing your friends are and spend time with them. Heart broken? Listen to some depressing music and cry, cry so much that you could fill a pool full and swim so when youre finally finished crying youll be happy, i promise. Go to work/school with the biggest smile on your face. Smile at strangers, you could make their whole entire day without you even knowing it. Make a cake with your best friend then shove it in each others face unexpectedly. Play music really loud and dance and sig at the top of your lungs. Eat whatever you want, eat a lot and i promise youll still look beautiful the next day. Live your live and dreams, dont worry about what others think, do what makes you happy. You are beautiful. 

The choice

The feeling of losing someone..

That terrible feeling we all have experienced at least once

That empty hole in your stomach..

It hurts, to lose someone you loves

And even the thought of maybe losing them can be horrible

The fear running trough your veins 

So you just starts to change yourself

Change so they maybe will stay

But the feeling of not being yourself is much worse

So its your choice

Feel an empty hold and be yourself

Or change?

Empty

All I feel is nothing
My smiles are fake
So are my laughs
Ive changed
And it doesnt feel good
It feels horrible
Like im worthless
I feel so empty
So lost
So alone..

#1

I know you cant hear me.

I know you cant see me.

I know you dont know me.

But I love you.

You make me feel happy.

You saved me.

Music is my life.

Music is my soul.

Music is me.

How will I ever go on.

Without you the is no awnser.

An awnser to the question why I am alive.

One simple thing can change the world.

That simple thing is you.

You make me feel alive.

Please dont leave me.

Please dont let me go.

I love you.

You.

The eyes.

The voice.

The being.

Your perfect.

I cannot, not look at you.

The way you are you.

You are helping me.

You are laughing with me.

But i cant love you.

Because it will be over.

The looks.

The help.

The laughs.

So I wont tell you.

So we both will be happy.

You today.

I one day.

It's over.

Days go fast.

Just like I expexted.

I know, that one day, it all will become too much.

And I don't want that.

If it becomes too much it will be over.

And I dont want it to be over.

I dont want to leave all my dear once.

I dont want them to be in pain.

Not because of me.

The wise lesson of the month ♥

The thing is,

love is in your heart and not in your brain.

So why are so much people thinking of and about love.

it'll come in your way when it's time!

Dont think and follow your heart.

Because, your brain takes you where you want to be,

and your heart takes you where you should be.

xx Elsa 

I love you.

Time

seconds become minutes,
minutes become hours,
hours become days,
days become weeks,
weeks become months,
months become years,
and there isn't a day that I don't miss you...

Prikbord

DO IT YOURSELF




Hallo allemaal!

Vandaag heb ik dit "Prikbord" gemaakt!
In ongeveer een half uurtje van je vrijetijd heb je dit leuke bord.

Benodigdheden:

- schilders bord
- stof
- filt
- lint
- punaises
- accessoires


Stappen:

1. Zorg dat de filt ruim rond het schilders bord past.
2. Zoek een leuk stofje voor je prikbord
3. Bevestig deze strak rond het schilders bord
4. Vast maken met punaises, gebruik eventueel een kleine hamer
5. Bepaal waar jij je lint wil
6. Maak deze wederom vast met punaises
7. dan afmaken met accessoires

EN KLAAR IS JE EIGEN GEMAAKTE PRIKBORD!

Mijn Blog

Heey allemaal!

Dit is mijn eerste blog!
Ik zal jullie wat vertellen,
Deze blog zal gaan over mijn leven en wat ik leer en geleerd heb.
Lezen op eigen risico natuurlijk!

Dikke kus Elsaa